Shelby Jae Steele
Her smile could light up every room no matter the circumstances. Shelby, she is fragile, petite figure, tiny waste, tight pussy. I do not chose or usually enjoy eating pussy, BUT with Shelby i could make out with her cooch. Maybe because we are the same zodiac sign, it is said that saggitarius are great or crazy sex, sex addict. We are both beautiful and freaks in the sheets, the perfect couple. She was younger than me a few years, but she was more mature for her age and she was well educated in the sex department. She could impress me everyday and give me new reasons to love her even more, everyday. This physical or sexual attraction was more than 24/7 horny lifestyle. I always wanted to be touching her, kissing her, tasting her, and feeling chills on her skin while I would hold her hand. I was always taking pictures of her and with her, silly, serious, and sexy ones. I miss feeling her more than anything, at the funeral I put her bracelet on her and held her hand. That was a tough moment for me, I had no emotion though. I was sober, but I was dead inside. I didn't want to say goodbye to my forever girl forever. I was heart broken but mad, and I was scared. Seeing how happy my presence made her, or my smile make her smile, THAT that right there is what I loved. Seeing how giddy and nervous she always gets around me, then when we were intimate she wasn't nervous anymore. She was daddy position in other words, and can I say BOMBASSSEX from heaven on earth, plus the goldest iced heart that will ever love you. So having to say goodbye forever to someone you love, without any chance to keep your sunshine of happiness. I loved feeling good about taking care of her, protect her. I felt like I wasn't able to protect her because she died, I failed her . I felt I didn't do enough, I thought showing her the sunshine of happiness like she does me, I believed I helped her feel more happy to wake up the next day than most when she was with me. I know, or think that because she did for me. She made me feel safe, loved. Also loved feeling crazy with her or for her. I was and am so obsessed with her, beauty inside and out.
I will stay obsessed with her till we meet again. I miss her everyday, some days are worse than ever. I have a collection of her things; blue pj pants, adore me panties, white dress, pink dress, red and black vans, her grey jacket and one of her books. I have been reading it ever since and i enjoy the series .... The other night one of her hairs fell out the pages. My eyes watered and i just held it, sat there.... Felt her. I am still waiting for her ashes to go in my ring, then i will really have her with me always.
